Behind My eyes a sad girl cries.
she has loved she has lost.
black and white in her eyes have merged.
they look they same to her because all she sees is grey.
she can not walk away from it.
the sadness has been there for all of her life.
the she once had for people was lost long ago.
the love was turned off when she became broken.
now she hides away her feelings,
and she hides away her tears.
she hides away the cuts and razor bladed scars on herself.
that she has made to let her know she's alive.
she keeps on thinking that she is dreaming,
and that one day she'll wake up and it will all be ok.
but then she finally looses hope and gives away her heart.
she gives up on love she gives up on happiness.
She will never achieve true happiness or true love,
she finds there is no point in trying anymore.
because all her world has been turned grey.
and in her world everyone is uncaring.
Her world is grey and everyone around seems afraid.
They seem afraid to show her how they feel.
they are afraid to show her that they care.
they are afraid that she doesn't care.
She wants someone to tell her that they love her.
She needs someone to say that they care.
She needs love and she needs a home.
Her home was lost a long time ago because she use to live inside her heart but now she lives inside her head where everyone is just plain walking dead.
Her soul died inside of her and along with it her heart died to.
She feels nothing but the simple pain and agony of her heart breaking into smaller pieces.
She feels how nice the razor feels.
Its the only friend she's every really had but noone knows this and noone cares to know.